Conor's Journal

no offence to the person who said this but this shows my opinion

a common umer:: remember dianna walers?
mousetraPx: yeah
a common umer: walters?*
mousetraPx: i think
mousetraPx: i may have mixed her up
a common umer: she died
a common umer: OD
mousetraPx: i know
a common umer: heh... she was never a nice person... infact, i'm relieved we have less of her kind around, but still...
mousetraPx: first of all that's not right to say that unless you would have told her that in real life, an besides that i'm horrified to hear what a big deal everyone is making out of this that never even talked to her
mousetraPx: why does everyone make such a big deal out of this?
mousetraPx: she obviously did something that was never a problem before, such as it never got out of the hand to a point that she had related problems, and now, she does something really dumb and people are hurt by it so everyone is going to pretend they give a damn
mousetraPx: now what do you have to say about it? thinking that you really didn't know her nor that she even did drugs and she accidently let it get out of control once
mousetraPx: if one day you are doing something socially unacceptable like picking your nose or jerking off and you accidently go overboard and die what would you want dianna saying?
a common umer: signed off at 4:57:39 PM.

a common umer again: hey do you know who dianna walters is
mousetraPx: yes
a common umer again: friends?
mousetraPx: no
a common umer again: do you know what happened?
mousetraPx: yes
a common umer again: :-()
mousetraPx: why do you care, and why do you think i need to know?
a common umer again: oh i'm sorry
a common umer again: b/c you're a junior and i was just wondering if you're ok..but i'll leave..i'm sorry
mousetraPx: no
mousetraPx: just tell me, how many people have you told?
a common umer again: It was on the news
mousetraPx: that isn't what i asked
a common umer again: it was announced to the school from teachers.
mousetraPx: how many people have you personally told
a common umer again: i haven't had to tell anyone.
a common umer again: but u
mousetraPx: then why do you feel a need to talk about it
a common umer again: b/c when bad things happen the best thing to do is talk about it.
a common umer again: that way feelings don't clog up
mousetraPx: why do you even have feelings
mousetraPx: you didn't know her, did you?
a common umer again: i have feelings b/c you are a friend of mine and i didn't know her..but i know you and i wanted to make sure you're ok. I'm sorry.
mousetraPx: so why do you feel a need to me the middle man?
mousetraPx: i'm just trying to make a point
mousetraPx: if i needed to know i would have

a common umer2: hey conor
mousetraPx: hi
a common umer2: did u know a girl named diana walters
mousetraPx: yea
a common umer2: were u friends with her?
mousetraPx: no
mousetraPx: were you?
a common umer2: she died
a common umer2: noi didn't know her
a common umer2: she died monday morning i think
a common umer2: of a drug over dose
mousetraPx: so you didn't know her, don't know all the facts, and barely talk to me but this is important enough to tell me?
a common umer2: i thought u knew her
mousetraPx: sweet ------- christ, if i knew her, i would have been told

those of you that know me know my views on drugs, tobacco, alcohol, and basically anything else there is. and i won't say my views here. if you really cared you would know. there is a limit for everything and everything is situational. studies show that you can't tell the difference between an average person in performace of a job if they never have touched drugs in there life or are an occasional user. i don't jsut mean marijuanna. lysosergic acid, methamphetamines, and most anything. as long as youdon't go overboard. the same way you can be addicted to caffeene, can't go on with the day with out a few cups of coffee, can't pay attention in the after noon with out sugar. there are resons for that. i have friends who are straight edge and friends that are quite the opposite. they share the same traits as people. i can trust them. i can joke with them. i can put them in the same catagory. i also have friends who are so high on themselfs that they think anyone who even associates with people that use tobacco, alcohol, or anything is just as bad. then there are people who are so burnt out and don't even think it's a problem. i know this is a big topic for all of you people from home who have really bastardized livejournal. one left winger is sam. i haven't really met him more than once but i know him as sarah's boyfriend and jebs brother. these three people i don't know that well but sam likes drugs as far i know. this doesn't seem to affect jeb or sarah who i take are two of the closest people to him. i have heard something liek he triped coreceedin, this is a problem it is dangerous and shows desperation.i have heard that he has cleaned up for the most part. good for him. if it was a problem which it seems to have been. but i can't say much else because I DON"T KNOW HIM. i also know a few other friends who like acid. they love acid. they used almost everything. and they also manage to be as mature as you can be about drugs alcohol and tobacco. he keeps top grades, a job and many other things. but he can't stop. he has tried. this is a problem. i can say this. i know him. then there are the right wings. tom smith, is the captian of this side on this bickering. everyone knows that the kid likes to proclaim that he is straight edge. this is not a problem. but the fact that he judges people that aren't like him. no one he knew was forcing anything into him. yet he can speak of it as if it is his busness. maybe he doesn't realize that the majority of people aren't like him. some of those people. make that a decent sized portion abuse substances to one limit or another. but most of them he won't confront. yet again i don't know this person enough. and i have already talked shit on two people. maybe everyone that has even comented on her death should attend her funeral. or would they feel like they don't belong there?
other than that. everybody should mind there own busness and comment where they should.

or then again i might be wrong. this is mostly based on what has been told to me by many people. let me leave you with a quote.

Those people who think they know everything are a great annoyance to those of us who do.
-- Isaac Asimov

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